It's a fact: darkness isn't dark to you....
Ps 139:12 (The Message)
At this stage so many things happen all at once that I deliberately choose to only look right in front of me – there’s the sale of the farm, preparing my dad for the move to a retirement village, packing up the workshops at Rietfontein, getting the workshops up and running at our place in Wakkerstroom and moving everything down there, get everything in place to put Matilda’s house in Pretoria up for rent, the packing and moving of all our personal stuff, attend to the health of Matilda’s dad and determine whether we should find him other care facilities, get our house in Wakkerstroom to our liking and do some alterations, and amidst all of this meeting the deadlines of the work for clients.
I’m afraid that should I look up and too far in the future I’ll panic and I won’t be able to do anything.
So, I’ve switched off all the electric lights of my inner life. Waited for the dark to ascend. Then switched on the single beam of a flashlight, only to illuminate the spot right in front of me where I am placing my foot for the next step.
If I become quiet, focused on the beam of light, breathing in and out, voices come to me in the dark. Gentle, practical voices that soothe and silence the fearful chatter that is never too far off.
“One step at a time.
Everything comes one step at a time.
The journey looks long, and the journey looks hard.
But one step ain’t so bad,
yeah,
let's take it
one
step
at
a
time.”
- Children of the Tao
The shortest way to do many things,
is to do only one thing at once.
- Samuel Smiles
Important word, that "if".
George

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